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"ex-girlfriends are easily forgotten. best friends stay with you forever" (cecelia ahern, 2004)

my eyes were caught to this sentence while i was reading 'where rainbow ends, written by cecelia ahern...not the first sentence that really amuse me, but the next sentence that really put up my attention to continue reading this book...

actually i bought this book on wednesday 18.02.09...i have read the synopsis of this book earlier but doesnt got the chance to bought it...coincidently, there was a promotion in mph, by 3 books for 2 prices..hmmm...worth it, i guess???this is the same author as the bestselling novel, PS, I LOVE YOU..(watched the movie, thanx to fieha...heheh)

nway, not the book i really want to talk about...its just the sentences that i've stated earlier....this words, a sister said to her younger sister, make her realise that the guy that she care for, who actually her only bestfriend in the world is not with her anymore...she made her realised that no matter how far the guy goes, with who he would be, if they are meant for each other, "soulmates always ends up together" (another quote from cecelia..the same book)

i don't know, many things happens around me recently, my life, my frenz...my long lost 'good' fren of mine...n sometimes i felt guilty...am i doing the right thing?? i just hope that i can be one of the best friends that will stay with you forever...no matter who you are...

i am still reading this book...its different from any other books that i have in my collection...bcoz the story is written in a unique way...hmm...guess u guys should read it one day...but i don't know...different ppl might have different perspectives and different way of thinking....hehehe..

hmm...actually, the point is...i just say it to myself and to my beloved frens that were always there for me...we have to keep moving on, if we are really made for each other, no matter what the situation is, how difficult it will be, with Allah's permit, we will still be with our soulmate(or 'jodoh' as in malay)...no matter how many times 'the guy' fall in love, if he was made for you...he will still come back to you...if not, hmm..we already know that, it is better to be this way, than we had imagine coz Allah knows everything that we didn't...as said, everything happens for a reason...that's life...

for every words i said, if it is wrong, i'm sorry...i didn't mean to be mean, or whatever, but i guess we should share wat we have in mind, right? i don't know how to express by doing conversation, but i hope that a little bit of this words can show my true feelings...hahahaha...but please please pleasee...don't misunderstood or misjudge me for watever i say...as i said earlier...everything that i wrote...its from my heart...ewaaahhhh

~~~MOVING ON~~~

When I think about my life
I wonder if I will survive to live to see in 25
Or will I just fall?
Like all my friends, they just keep dying
People around me always crying
In this place that I like to call my home

Not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place
Not everybody knows that everyone could be living their last days
But the hard times will come, and we'll keep movin' on, we're movin' up
Keep movin' on

Life,
Hope,
Truth,
Trust,
Faith,
Pride,
Love,
Lust

On without the things we've lost
The things we've gained we'll take with us

And all I've got are these two hands to make myself a better man
I wonder if I'll ever see the end of this
With all this rain it just keeps falling
On my head and now I'm calling
Out to someone else to help me make it through

Not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place
Not everybody knows that everyone could be living their last days
But the hard times will come, and we'll keep movin' on, we're movin' up
Keep movin' on

Life,
Hope,
Truth,
Trust,
Faith,
Pride,
Love,
Lust,
Pain,
Hate,
Lies,
Kill,
Laugh,
Cry,
Live,
Die

Some friends become enemies
Some friends become your family
Make the best with what you're given
This ain't dying
This is living!

Said we're movin' on, and we got nothing to prove
To anyone 'cause we'll get through
We're movin' on and on and on and on...
Keep movin' on

Life,
Hope,
Truth,
Trust,
Faith,
Pride,
Love,
Lust,
Pain,
Hate,
Lies,
Kill,
Laugh,
Cry,
Live,
Die

Some friends become enemies
Some friends become your family
Make the best with what you're given
This ain't dying
This is living!

~~~GOOD CHARLOTTE, MOVING ON~~~

truth hurts, but it hurts the most when you can't reveal the truth
truth hurts...but its good to know the truth...
truth hurts...but we still have faith in "Everything happens for a reason" and so they say... it is easy said than done
in the end...no one left to blame...
so for the matters...keep moving on... for friends will always stay no matter what the situation is...

'BE STRONG, BE COOL, BE BRAVE'

macam2...

hmm...satu mgu bakal berakhir lagi...n mcm2 ada this wk...just like the prev weeks...cume mgkn kita sedar atau tak...itu je...aku ni, da bln 2, kunun nak write up la apela...sumtime aku pn mcm frust ngan diri aku ni...y aku jd gini???y y tell me y...hmm...

aku pusing kiri, pusing kanan...tgk rupenye ada org lagi tensen dari aku..hmm.(lagi...)aku nak wishkan gud luck kat adik2 jr aku ni yg next wk nak defence proposal...all the best to you gals...u know u can do it...

for u...(u know who u r...)sabar byk2...sy tatau nk ckp pe lagi...but this is what we have to face whether we like it or not...but apape pun, i know that u still can make it...who knows, sgl kesusahan ni akan bg u PLATINUM one day???hehe...trying to cool u down...but i know...it's not ez as i says...i hv been thru all the things u're in rite now, n believe me...i know how it feels...but remember,

"TIDAK ALLAH MENJADIKAN SESUATU ITU DENGAN SIA-SIA...surah ali-imran"

not forgetting, all the best to mama PGG...nk defence utk PhD plak..hehe...aku mmg kagum ar dia ni, dtg opis mmg dia sit kat tmpt dia n bt kije...time mkn, solat, p toilet je baru dia bgn...bkn cam aku ni..hahaha...hopefully i can be like her...not just for 1 day...but for everyday that i have, that i still got the chance to breath...hmm...

so, smpi sini dlu...nti insyaAllah, aku update lagi...just from my heart...and i write watever i feel rite...hehehe

... (^o^) hohoho...

hehe...

memula ingat takmo nak letak cite ni kat sini...tp rasa mcm syok gak kalo cite, utk tujuan bekongsi kegembiraan ngan rakan2 saya sume...hehehe...lg pulak...cik nbie ada cite muka dia kua kat mjlh remaja...jadiknya, i pn tingin gak nak cite ye, nbie...

last week hari khamis, 29.01.09...pi mkn ngan dak2 ni kat DinAz kopitiam...then ms da nk sampai tu, tetiba dpt satu call...nomot yg tak dkenali..."uik, sape lak nih??" so dengan nebesnya...jwb la...
"helo, assalamualaikum..."
"wa'alaikumsalam, saya letfee dari bernama radio..." n secara ringkasnya...sbb maleh nak taip dialog tuh...dia nak intebiu aku sbb hr tu dpt menang iid...dia call dlm 12.30 gtau nak intebiu tu kui 1.30 atas angin...(on air la tuh...)so aku kata boleh jela...masa tu tumpg arwin nak p mkn tu, tp tingat plak yg ketas yg da ready nak intebiu (adala bt draf sesikit..hehe) tu ada tinggai kat opis...so ajak la ima plak, gi itm lik amik ketas tu...nghehehe...ms tu da siap order mkn sume da...

zaaaaaaaassssssssssss.............

da smpi lik ke dinaz..then tgu pya tgu pya tgu...mende makan da smpi tp da tak lalu nk mkn..wahaha...kunun la nebes....then dlm kui 1.31 dpt la panggilan...hehehe...sbbkan aku da tau da ape soklan nk dtanya, so ready jela kertas kat tgn...alhamdulillah, sume soklan dijwb ngan baik...dia tya mn dtg idea nak bt pasai ambulan ni, meyumie dgn poyonye jwb, "ni actually idea svisor saya PM Dr. Adibah Shuib..." hahah...tp dia tak dpt dgr plak radio tuh...heheh...then pas abih intebiu, aku join lik dak2 ni makan (sbb ms dia call aku lari masuk keta ima, kunun2 takut bising tak dengo..haha)...tp last2 ketiau aku tak abih..kinyang...hahaha...

then,kami lik la ke opis beramai2...dlm kui 4 tu tetiba mak lak call...hmm..abah kene admitted ke hosp klang lagik...pressure naik...tp aku kene anto coz ambulan takdo...hoooohhhhh!!!!!ni mmg mendatangkan marah...tp upe2nye miskomunikasi btwn daddy ku n org kinik tu kot...org kinik kata ambulan ada, tp pak ku yg tak dgr...so...wallahualam...aku pn terus jela ke HTAR mengejar ambulan...tp cesss...kene tinggai ngan ambulan...wajib la, kalo tunggu aku mampuih la, jalan jam...hahaha...smpi ED (emergency dept) aku truuussssssssss ke zon kunin pas diberitau oleh para petugas...TIMA KASIH kepada pihak HTAR...hehehe...aku smpi dlm kui 5.30...korg cube teka kui bape aku dpt bwk my daddy balik...alhamdulillah, abh tak la kene tahan...bila dia cek pressure, da turun sket...157/99 compared ngan awai tu 197/115...huahahaha....aku kua dr sepital kul 11pm...hmm..menarik kan??yg pastinya aku rs kalo lg lama kat situ, mau aku plak yg pitam..mcm2 ada...mcm2 ku lihat...donia donia...nasib aku yg gi...kalo mak...hmm..bygkan le mau aku pn turut skali p gak spital sbb da 11mlm tak setel2...abihhhh satu hari ku...hmmm disini meyumie mdpt satu moral (moral of the story iss....)

Allah boleh memberikan kegembiraan dan Dia juga boleh menarik balik kegembiraan tu sekelip mata sahaja....jadi bersyukur sentiasa dengan setiap apa yg Allah dah bagi...kerana kita tak tahu sampai bila kita boleh merasa nikmat dari-Nya selagi kita masih bernafas, selagi jantung boleh berdegup...alhamdulillah...rasailah kurniaan Allah...

wassalam....