::recovery::

another week has passed...time is running out...i'm getting scared each and everyday...i cannot explained...the more i need to do, the more the feelings gone...i don't know if i can control this anymore..Ya Allah, give me strength so that i can always move on, go on, continue on my life, and my work...i need to see her, but my heart is not there...when can all these work done?????

(^_^)

once again...i did it...i failed to control it...Ya Allah, please give me strength to get through all these...only You can help me...i will try my best to be patient and go through all these obstacles in front of me...

just a few steps away to reach to the end of the tunnel....