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"tidak akan kau berperasaan gundah walau sekali, jika kau tahu apa yang dicari'
~umar al-khattab~

that words really get me right back to my face...i don't know why, but i don't feel good about myself...feels like i'm going to be scold from someone...feels like i have turned down everyone...

Ya Allah, please help me...i'm almost there~~~